Life is a battle!! It's war!!

U know sometimes we feel kinda tired. go to sleep? hv a rest? no. not tht kind of tired.. It's like this. life is war, a battle. We go fighting day by day like knight in shining armor, without the shining armor. haha.. juz kidding. like a knight. yea.. cn u imagine those ppl who goes to war. dont they ever get tired? or those ppl who goes to work daily.. arent they tired?? me? I'm tired. yea, so so tired tht I wanna talk 2 some1 abt this. some1 who cn give me the spirit to move on. but no, I wouldnt want to complain... I've decided to write abt it in 'Ordinary eyh??'.

Hmmm.. how.. how.. how......???

Solution:
1) Rmb who u r..
2) Rmb why ur doing this..
3) Rmb why u cant juz let everythg go..
4) Rmb when the end is gonna be..

N everythg goes to ZIKRULLAH (rmb Allah)!

1) I am Lydia. N not juz lydia. Lydia bt Azmi. N not juz Lydia binti Azmi. I am like u. yea, who r we? who r u?? who???
Answer: We r slaves! Slaves of who? Slaves of Allah.

2) Do this? do what?? for example, study, pray be nice 2 ppl, work etc. why?
Refer 2 the 1st question! Of course we must do it ikhlas (becoz of Allah). Not other but Allah.

3) It is a matter of responsibility, I say. As a slave of Allah, I hv not been sent to Earth juz to hv fun. no no no.. I hv been sent here with a mission. N I must fulfill the mission. If I juz let go, I will not achieve my mission. Then, where will my final abode be?? heaven or hell?? heaven heaven heaven. AllahummaAmiinX3.

4) To tell u the truth. I dont know. Allahu'alam (Allah knows). But what I know is the end is near. So??? If ur running in a race, n ur juz a couple of steps before u reach the finish line.. r u gonna give up juz bcoz ur super tired?? yes?? no!!! u will be like, 'juz a little bit, I hv to hold on, I'm gonna finish this race no matter what, I can make this happen, I can do this, go, go, go!!!' ok... so, u'll give urself the spirit to move on. coz u know how u'll be winner if u juz hold on.

wow! ok.. tht's cool. I got the idea now.. I hv to keep on running eyh?? yea.. Alhamdulillah. Goodness comes frm Allah. N I'm glad to have written this post. The battle is still on.. So I hv to move on. All the best every1!! May all of us have the will to hold on. AllahummaAmiinX3

*AllahuAllahuAllah. Allah knows everythg. Allah knows how tired we r, the difficulties we r facing, the desire in ourselves tht we tried so hard to ignore.. but it juz wouldnt go away. Allahu'alam. Take a few seconds to juz smile. put ur right palm to ur left shoulder n juz gv ur self a pad on the back. say 2 urself, "Lydia (If ur name is Lydia), come on lydia, dont gv up, ur a Muslimah (Muslim). A Muslimah (Muslim) never gives up!!! jia you, jia you! ni ke yi la!!!!" =)